Yes Me

That November Night

It was cold and dark

that night November

The alley was wet and damp

and I surrendered

The knife

it shined so bright

I could still see it

with my eyes closed tight

Death would have been

a blessing back then

but that would

have ment the end

and wish I may

wish I might

have gone a different way that night

that night the knife

it shined so bright

he did what he wanted

not a word was said

my innocence

I was force to shed

I ran and hid

trusted no one

at one point

I even got a gun

Firing at targets

it ain’t the same

I want to fire

at what’s his name

It hurt so much

and for so long

I went for help

yet I was wrong

No one believe me

got turned away

forced to cope

without a word to say

it doesn’t matter

what happened then

it’s how I handle it

in the end

I put it behind me

and lifted my head up

I look forward

and say what the fuck

My life goes on

his does too

I won’t let it go

There is more to do

I won’t let one night end my life

Just because he couldn’t sleep with his wife

that November night

Clean and Sober

Went clean and sober

For so long

Tried to find

What went wrong

Realized it was my fault

partied to much

But now it’s time

I get back in touch

I’m back

Better than ever

reconnecting

the ties I severed

Clean and sober

can be over rated

especially if

you become to jaded

Cut my line

Load my bowl

Getting fucked up

Is my goal

Right or wrong

the choice is mine

A new addiction

I will find

Judge me

I don’t care

It’s funny

Your definition of fair

The choice is yours

if your clean and sober

but for me

that time is over

With Words

You don’t seem to

want to understand

That your abusing

not with your hands

Words cut deep

into me

and hurt even if

I don’t bleed

What is it

You expect from me

To be your bitch

and let you lead

You may have paid the bills

and bought nice things

But ownership never

came with that ring

Who brainwashed you

into this marital slavery

The more you talk

the less of me you see

The issues and problems

of my life are mine

And are for me to deal with

on my own time

It’s to bad you see

people as things to own

I think it’s time

for you to stand alone

I’m done watching

you be absurd

It’s time you learn

you hurt me with words.

Your Philosophy

It’s obvious to me

that we don’t agree

But does that mean

we can’t get along

You tell me I’m weak

but truth you seek

I actually

am very strong

You run and hide

live an unhappy life

Yet you ridicule me

for how I get by

How can this be

your philosophy

tell me I’m weak

when actually

I am strong

I heard you lie

About that American pie

and clear blue sky

as you skate by

Hypocrisy

killed you and me

Even blind men see

you charged a fee

How can this be

your philosophy

tell me I’m weak

when actually

I am strong

I wish you well

You deserve some hell

you can’t tell

to you, I fell

Someday you’ll see

the guilt isn’t from me

but actually

your philosophy

Self Love

I’m so wild and fun and free

don’t you wish you could be me

I’m happy with a full time life

all done with out a husband or wife

because self love should be our goal

that’s the power to make us whole

so if your caught up in cars and those material things

then answer the clue phone as it starts to ring

I don’t walk around with a big head or an ego

that simply a reflection of something you won’t let go

it’s not rose tinted lenses through which I see

it’s simply me loving me

life is what you make it my friend

it’s not the things we own that are important at the end

I love experiencing everything I see

but those things are still only a part of me

people and things come and go from our lives

and you know what, that’s what gives me drive

I’m always looking for the next best thing

sit back and listen carefully to the words I sing

don’t spend your life worrying about being alone

and certainly don’t turn into one of the clones

be yourself and all that you can be

because no one owns me but me

Do You Think

You have your friends

I have mine

Do you think

they could be both

at the same time

Is that what it takes

in your eyes to be a man

all these years

still you don’t understand

You said forever

You ment whenever

Do you think it matters

in the ever after

You said you loved me

You said you cared

Do you think you loved me

when I cried as you stared

That blank look

so many times

Do you think

it’s burned into my mind

I couldn’t workout

I couldn’t diet

Do you think it’s better

to whine and pout

instead of try it

I yelled and screamed

stood by your side

The whole time

I took in your lies

You said forever

You ment whenever

Do you think it matters

in the ever after

Once last question

to reveal the tension

Do you think?

Crazy Like Me

You’re crazy to me

if you don’t see

The misery

Deep in your soul

So come with me

and you shall see

It’s fun to be

crazy like me

If it’s sex or drugs

or rock n’ roll

The key here

is self control

They say a normal life

means kids and wife

can blur your sight

so don’t let go

Just come with me

and you shall see

It’s fun to be

crazy like me

I’ve climbed so high

and seen below

Their still so much

we have to grow

Our world could be

safe for people like me

If you learn to see

my true goal

I won’t compromise

Tell corporate lies

wear suit and ties

to sell my soul

So come with me

and you shall see

It’s fun to be

Crazy like me

Techno Whore

If your computer seems to be

crashing more often lately

You should give me a call

because after all

I’m just a techno whore

I go door to door

doing what I do best

better than all the rest

working with your hard drive

making sure it’s alive

yes I charge a fee

don’t use that against me

I have bills to pay

what else can I say

I’m just a techno whore

I go door to door

doing what I do best

better than all the rest

Experience is how I know

Diversity is how I grow

I’ll strip down your PC

Just you wait and see

After you’ve been with me

You too will want to be

a Techno Whore like me

We stay up on latest trends

cause you never know when it ends

We’re are Techno Whores

we go door to door

doing what we do best

better than all the rest

H T T P is where you’ll see

more information about me

I put my life online

it’s there too help me unwind

You think I’m a nerd

That’s just cause of what you’ve heard

Cause actually

If you look carefully you’ll see

I’m just a Techno Whore

I go door to door

doing what I do best

better than all the rest

Bitter Yes

Your attitude

is so rude

Taking the spot light

when it’s not your right

Bitter yes

the reason why

I’ll let

you guess

Blamed for things

I didn’t do

Yet I still stood by

right next to you

To the top

you think you’ll rise

But we all see through

your silly lies

You sneak around

taking all our things

computers, checkbooks

jewelry and rings

Bitter yes

The reason why

Tired of

all the lies

Honesty

needs to be

added to

your vocabulary

You don’t realize

what a fool your being

You need to see

what we are seeing

Bitter yes

the reason why

I’ll let you guess

which of your lies

You Say

You say you’ll help me out

but you sleep all day

You say you’ll stand by me

but that just what you say

When I tried to work

you say I hide away

You say you’ll help

yet I still pay

You say you pay the rent

You say you pay the bills

You say you bought the food

Yet I’m starvin’ still

You say I make excused

If I don’t succeed

Yet I work so hard

and you just don’t see

If you don’t do what you say

You have your reasons

In reality it just depends

on the season

You say you pay the rent

You say you pay the bills

You say you bought the food

Yet I’m starvin’ still

You say your not perfect

Neither am I

You say you’ll support me

At this point, I’d rather die

You say so much

Yet you do so little

What will you do

to solve this riddle

Are you going to go on

blaming everyone else

Lord knows

you won’t blame yourself

You say you pay the rent

You say you pay the bills

You say you bought the food

Yet I’m starvin’ still

You say you love

you’ll go the extra mile

But sticking around

it ain’t your style

Fairy Tale

This is a fairy tale

on how I set my heart a sail

I journeyed the seven seas

to find a way to be free

It took a while

to remember how to smile

I’m glad I went

that extra mile

when we’re together

I feel forever

is how we’ll be

just you and me

we take it step by step

we take it day by day

our relationship

is run our way

we don’t need rolls

to define what we do

ours is simply

what we choose

I trust in you

like you trust in me

and those jealous villains

are to blind to see

This is our fairy tail

are hearts have set sail

we’ll journey the seven seas

happy together we will be

Way Beyond

Hero

someone doing what no one else will

the ones that keep the world

from standing still

Batman, Superman

Their time is gone

The world has evolved

way beyond

These are the days

Society can be rough

Just to get by

You’ve got to be tough

In the past

Villains were easy to find

Now they’re deceptive

make you look behind

Batman, Superman

Their time is gone

The world has evolved

way beyond

Before you think

that you have sinned

check yourself

for the enemy within

See they pretend

to be a friend

but selfish reasons

surface in the end

Batman, Superman

Their time is gone

The world has evolved

way beyond

The crimes the same

just them names have changed

It’s still about jealousy and power

but now the villains live in Ivory towers

Go Deeper

There are things I say

Then there are my actions

Judgment is a waist of time

you have your life, I have mine

If I take off my masks

Will you stay

or will it frighten you

make you run away

I act the way I do

to get by

but I still remain true

on the inside

You think you know me

how can this be

So quick to judge

Go deeper, see the real me

all these years

you don’t know me yet

some day you’ll notice

and you’ll regret

the way you looked right past me, like I don’t exists

So I wrote this song, how could i resist

I put on my masks

to hide myself

because of what they said

those who judge me, based on a book they read

You think you know me

how can this be

So quick to judge

Go deeper, see the real me

I question their faith

they question mine

but I evolve

while they’re stuck in time

I think for myself

Why can’t you

Your so lazy

You don’t know what to do

You think you know me

how can this be

So quick to judge

Go deeper, see the real me

You Cared When

You cared when

you had no one else

You cared when

nights were lonely

You cared when

You needed someone

You cared when

you were moaning

But things have changed

You’ve got someone else

So now you care

Only about yourself

You care and call

when things relate to you

but never just

out of the blue

You care so much

about what you want

but what about

his feelings too

it’s not like this is really new

I should expect this

from the likes of you

But things have changed

you’ve got someone else

so now you think

only about yourself

Don’t worry about him

He’s in good hands

He doesn’t have to worry

about one night stands

You care for profit

I care from my heart

Your petty shit

won’t rip us apart

Unlike you

I don’t abandon

His heart is safe

from all the randoms

But thinks have changed

You’ve got someone else

So now you care

only about yourself

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